OK, lets start off like this, i don't know if this happens to you, but it does happen to me and very often, you know when you have your sights set on something,could be a big event, meeting a new girl traveling somewhere new and all that, u know how your heart skips every time the thought pops up in your mind.Ahaaaaaaaa........ that's exactly whats happening to me for more than a week now.
Well, this my skipping heart na in two ways O! and that's why its the most dangerous type. Firstly i will have a two to three weeks break starting December 16th to january 4th, 2012, ok thats cool sha, but it dosent seem to be coming O! and everything seem to be slow and hectic in the office this days, am living in a state of constant thinking and wishing, of nothing else but "how am i going to leave this hard and wicked job for my much needed rest, imagine since january man pikpin never get break, and no be say pepper rest O!
Secondly i had it in the office, infact it is official, the salaries and other packages have been improved and it will take effect this December, very super good news, now i dont have official confirmation but from what i can see and via my private investigations its going to happen.
Now can you link the similarities between my two predicaments? anyway i go answer am myself, this is a typical game of hypertension and probable dulling. Now, i have am waiting for this holiday to come so desperately, what if it comes and it never goes according to all my laid down plans, that i can live with, secondly my heart just skipped again,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, what of, if that money is not paid in December? you want to know the answer to that one, i go run mad.
